I feel so down.

I am not happy at all with this semester break ,I am feeling so down now.

Today is my first day of Y3S1,everything is smooth,however I am not happy at all right now.

I feel so sad from hearing those words from someone regarding my family matter.

I am really sad.

I wish have a shoulder for me to lie on.

My heart is tired,weary ...

I need some break ...

I need someone teach me how to communicate well with my parents.

I am feeling so sad,yet nobody know.

Daddy,Mummy,I do not know express myself.

I am so sorry .

I am so sorry for not tolerate with you all.

I am so sorry for throwing my bad temper at you all.

I am so sorry for not doing well my duties as a daughter.

I love you all yet I do not know how to express.

I do know you all love me very much but why you all do not allow me back home with such a reason.

I am feeling so sad.

I am just need a place to be having some rest yet I did not find any at all.

I am feel so lonely alone here.

Don't you all know.

I am crying myself when I face problem and 

after crying,I  said to myself to be brave to going on ......

Perhaps I need to learn to grow up ,learn to be alone.

Learn to be handle problem myself no matter the problem is big or small.

Perhaps this is the path of learning in life...

Yet , I am really feel so down at this moment.

Xue Wei

Cheer up please !